You never listen to me. You never want to hear my opinion. To you I am nothing. Someone you just use to your advantage. Never have you supported anything that I dream for, that I have tried to reach for. Once again you managed to suck me back into your world, a world where you want me to be you and obey what you want. I fight so hard to change, to reach for my dreams but there is always your hand clutching at mine and never letting go.
I look and my life is in ruins. I truly am a nobody, a nothing, an invalid being that’s not worth the air or space that I occupy.
I broke free many years ago and found another that pulled me down into the darkness. Maybe it’s me. Maybe im the failure and the people around me are merely an escape goat for me to use.
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