Alone in the dark

I only ever cry alone in the dark. No one to share the thoughts inside. I don’t belong anywhere. I wonder, searching for a place that my heart feels like it will belong. I feel my search will be endless. I itch inside my skin, like its not my own. Sometimes I don’t recognise the image that stares back at me. I feel disconnected with what I see and what I feel inside.
My mind aches with all these words that at times just cant flow.
We have no humanity left in society today. Creativity has left most of us.
If I could only turn back time, begin again, make better choices for my life. I should have listened to my head. It sound strange but I should of. Listening to my hearts desires has left me with nothing, it has left me alone in the dark. I have let people take advantage of a giving nature. All they ever did was take. As the years have passed I see that now. Always I have been there for my friends in times of need and when I found I was In need their was no one to be seen. They had all left me alone in the dark.
And that’s where I am today, alone with no one to comfort me. No one to say that everything will be ok. Alone once again, fighting for everything, fighting to keep hold of who I am. But the question I always hear inside my mind, but who are you? Do you know? My answer is always no. I don’t know who I am, does anybody?